dont really remember where i last left off or what i did since then sooo...
saturday night i went to randalls n sean n nate were there n then at 1030 my mom picked up me n randall n we went back to my house n meg came over too....meg left at 12 15....then me n randall hung out n he didnt leave till 430 a.m cause we were practically falling asleep n my mom drove him home...then sunday i slept over megs n we really didnt do anything n monday me meg lex mikey randall n troy went to the baac n played tag in the tree house....then they left n me meg n lex waited for megs mom to pick us up n i spent the night at megs again n went to randalls n hung out wit him n troy n then left bout 3 thennnnnn woke up tuesday bout 1 n then me n meg walked over to my house n fell asleep again n ate iceee creeeammm n then at 7 meg came wit me to tkd then we got chineese n saw nick! i miss that kid....then we went to panera....it sounds like were pigs but meg had panera n i had chinese. then meg got picked up at 930....yesterday i went to the pool wit mary. we left like a gadzillion times n we think the lifeguards got annoyed by us buut owelllll. then randall n troy n rob n mitch came down to the pool to...then we all left n mary came back to my house n spent the night then she just left a while ago soooo....

n i have tkd tonight at 7.....i skipped field hockey yesterday tho cause it was too hott soo next week is my last game  sooo maybe well win to end it off good oo baby...

thats bout all. just felt like updating.

sooo wednesday night i slept over megs again n randall n troy spent the night too  it was pretty awesome....they came over at 4 n we slept in the basement so we all stood up till bout 6 n we were almost fallin asleep but then her dad started comein down so troy n randall had to hide in a closet for like an hour....cause they were too scard to come out till he left to go to work. then after he left they came out n we hung out for a hour or so n then me n randall n troy walked back to my house. my mom drove them home n then i had tkd n then i went to randalls after that. we watched american pie. i loved it. i got picked up bout 12...n ate then fell asleep. friday i went to the movies wit mary n jess. just like the old days. i freaking LOVE them two soo much. n mary spent the night. we prank called ppl. gota love that...haha. soo then saturday me n my mom went to see charlie n the chocolate factory n wedding crashers. we got home bout 1 am. them sunday me n my mom went to some meusem bout the titanic...yea fun. i liked it tho. then me n my dad got snowballs. my brother came over...n i helped him wash his truck. cause im awesome . hmmm soo i havent seen randall all weekend. n i kind of miss him. i guess hes having fun tho with who ever hed rather hang out with now....

like wtf everything falls apart one time or another. its all ok for a while n then something has to happen to fuck it all up again... jesus. what fucking bull shit.

anyway....
so moving on with this. today i didnt get to go to baac wit meg buuuuuut i got to go to megs house yea baby...were awesome bitches.

but megs grounded now what m i gona do without her?

tru dat yo

well lets see...

i slept over megs yesterday n we went out bout 1 n went to randalls with robbie. we had to walk halfway to boxhill to meet them then zach ended up picking us up. then we all watched texas chainsaw masacre n then came home bout 4. we ate this YUMMY salsa dip then went to sleep. it was soo much fun...
and my mom is cool about us sneaking out last night. n she just wanted to know wat we did n she rele didnt care. its so awesome. but today i asked if i could sleep over megs again so we can hang out with randall again tonight n she got all mad for no reason n is like im not ok with u sneaking out nemore. if u get caught by the police ur gona be in big trouble. hmmm i duno wat happened. it made me happy she didnt care at first cause i knew i could actually tell her wat i was doin without her getting mad. and now since shes all mad about it i still have to be honest with her but...i duno its harder now.

well also..im still sad about the last summer thing n missing jess. i rele just need to get over it cause the past is the past and u cant go back. maybe things r rele just different now. it was just soo much fun last summer i want it to be like that all the time...n now i realize that it cant be. i was talking to randall about last summer n how i miss it n even he was saying he misss last summer to cause it was soooo fun...all i know is we all had a freaking awesome time n im never gona forget that..

xoxoxomwah

jessica cannaday && mary underwood

what happened to you too. i barely saw u guys twice this summer. when last summer i saw u guys every freaking day. its crazy. i know you guys still hang out. thats good. but its sad that we all dont ever hang out anymore. i dont know if thats just cause u guys r busy more this summer...or if its cause we all just have grown apart and its gona be like that from now on...mary i know me n jess didnt rele hang out with u alot last summer like we did the summer before. and thats cause we started hanging out with people u probly didnt wana hang out with. i miss u. jess last summer we did everything together. even if we werent with those guys we waited all summer to hang out with...we had soo much fun. thats wat i love about you. we didnt need anybody else to make us laugh. and i remember how i would always have to go to your house before we went to the pool or before we hung out with randall or any of them. and then we had to beg ur parents to let us stay out later to hang out with all them. wow. n now i have just been going straight to randalls. n calling you to come out. but u never really can...
i dont just miss last summer even tho that was my most FAVORITE SUMMER EVER i miss eighth grade band...lol hmm i never thought id say that. but if it wasnt for bel air middle we never would have been friends. so u gota love that school.
i misssss uuuuuuu. have a fun rest of the summer. and just dont care about so many things. it will be alot easier. and have fun in ur school next year. love you.

but also....

if it wasnt for this summer i never would have been good friends with meg
who i LOVE so much  lol
meg im sorry about everything thats happened with you and ur mom. and believe me i care about what happened more than aything. i feel bad. i kinda feel like its partly my fault she got mad and u feel bad about things that have happened. but u shouldnt feel bad. i mean u can even admit u had fun this summer. we r effing AWESOME lol i mean i havent seen u in like 2 days n it feels like foreverrrrrrr. n just remember there r so many other girls out there who do so much worse. n they dont even feel bad about doing stupid shit. atleast u care about it n realize whats going on. i think u kinda just wanted to have fun n so u should do what it takes to have fun n u shouldnt regret anything this summer. lets make the rest of the summer awesome and drama free as much as possible. i lovvve you.

so i lovve all youuuu guyysssss.

and there you go.
my drama portion of xanga.
*mwah xoxoxo